We were at my in-laws yesterday to visit
MaRsHaLL, and for my brother-in-law's 16th birthday today --
RK. We spent our evening there, we slept at the room where MaRsHaLL is occupying together with his uncle - Trio.
I was trying to sleep.. trying all the comfortable sleeping position.. but I kept on waking up.. With the electric fan on, swinging.. it was really a cold night.
I know I wasn't asleep yet, I was just closing my eyes.. and I'm so damn sleepy.. and I'm trying to sleep. When suddenly I felt this sudden coldness, so cold (like ice) that I could feel it through my bones. I don't feel it throughout my whole body though, but only on a certain spot - the upper portion of my body, from chest to head and on to my arms. I know it wasn't the air from the fan, because I could differentiate their coldness, and I still can feel the air from the fan swinging to and fro my body.. and it was completely different. I wanted to open my eyes to see what was going on, but I cannot. I wanted to move but I just can't. It felt like something was covering me. It scared me, tried to calm myself.. checked on my breathing, I was scared I might forget to breath, but I was still breathing normally. I know I am. Then in my mind I started praying.. and still calming myself. I did not try to move again or exert any force. When suddenly I felt the same coldness on my feet. Same thing, it was only on a certain spot - in my feet, and not on my legs. But still I continued praying.. for some reasons I felt so angry with what's happening.. I started cursing in my mind.. I wanted to make an
F signal with my hand, but still I can't move. I wanted to ask help from
bb who was sleeping right below my feet, he was caressing my feet every now and then before that sudden coldness came. But this time, he must have fallen asleep really well, that he wasn't rubbing them anymore. I wanted to kick his hand, but I just can't move my legs.. I then gave-up, but still I just continued on praying.. after some time I then felt free.. the coldness is no longer there.
Incidents like these had always happened to me before when I was still pregnant.. that I could no longer move, I wanted to open my eyes but I can't.. but with the absence of the said coldness and I was asleep on those times. I don't know, but these things happened to me before, during afternoon naps, and I was always alone during those times. I was so scared I might not wake up again that I don't wanna sleep anymore, but I just can't help to stop myself from falling asleep. But after we transferred to our new home (hawsy), it stopped occurring.
I ain't making up this story, I'm just hoping to get an answer.