This is just one of those random rants, some boring personal stuffs and I just feel like expressing my thoughts, that's why I write this one. Yes, you can stop reading now.
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I hate it when I experienced so many dreams in my sleep, that when I woke up it feels like I haven't sleep at all. Well, today is just one of those days. I woke up hours earlier than I usually do; I find it hard to get back to sleep.. those dreams that I had were giving my brain cells some work to do in a really early lazy hour.. Even if I was still feeling sleepy, and still so early in the morning, somehow I feel free. Pressure-free and living the life!
Been looking forward for next week, for another twist of my simple lifestyle. A bit excited, but I am really positive that I can do it with flying colors! :)
God has been so good! And again the timing is really perfect! Though this time I did not ask for it literally. From
that experienced last year, I have learned that even things are really blurry, everything will be alright. But I was not expecting these perfect timings, all I know is that there is always a way to brighten things up.
I am in awe of Him, He has given us a lot, and I feel this shame of asking for another request. That's why I said I did ask for it literally. I was only silently hoping for it in my mind. And to do my part, (since I don't want Him or anybody else to do all the work for me) we made up a plan, (this of course with the help of my bb, since we always share things together) but before I could do the first move, things just happened naturally and in a very unexpected way, without me saying or doing anything.
You can call them "coincidence", but I don't believe they are just mere coincidence. I have experienced a lot of it already. As if there is someone out there who have the power to read minds and the power to manipulate everything! I know that not everyone will agree with this, but this is just how I feel and believe based on the things that has happened to me for all these years.
If you happen to not like those things I've said, please just keep your thoughts to yourself, because even if you argue with me or even if you give me lectures, etc. it won't change anything.
And just for the record, I am a lapsed Catholic, I don't participate, and I don't contribute to any Catholic practices. Though I was born and raised as a Roman Catholic, and was sent to Catholic schools, there are lots of things that I disagree with. I also don't have any plans of adopting a new religion, and I prefer to stay as I am now.
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Okay, you have been warned!
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BTW, I'm done with the first art request. I haven't posted it yet, I still have to let my bb see it first before everyone else. He have seen it earlier but he was already asleep when I finished it. He's been awake for 30 hours, so he have to sleep first, and I have to sleep now too!
Goodnight everyone! :)